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^_^ [23 Apr 2005|07:56pm]
[ mood | excited ]

I had a great day today! Bethany came over with Ashley and we hung out all day. :) We watched Anchorman, that movies so rigoddamndiculously funny! She really liked the surprise I got her as well!...well... I hope she did o_O. She made me a Mixed Tape lol.. its great! It has Will Ferril singing Dust in The Wind on it, so you know its the best :o!

I had a sudden urge to download a couple of Nirvana songs. For some reason I had all the songs I hated by them downloaded and not any of the ones I actually liked. My two favorite are "where did you sleep last night" (they covered it on MTV unplugged) and "Frances Farmer Will have her Revenge on Seattle". Long names.. but not as long as "Oh, you're the roots that sleep beneath my feet and hold the earth in place" ..phew. :o

Anyways I'm going to watch Sin City.. *creepy music outro*

Take it easy!

BethAny=the best XD

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=) [21 Apr 2005|10:56pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

I'm extremely happy. Thats all I can say. One day I'll look back and read through this journal and wonder if I ever had an extremely ecstatic moment, well I did tonight. =D = D =D

Just two nights away from seeing Bethany, I miss her, I cant wait! We're creating our own Genre/"Scene".. its called xAllxCoreX. It should be a huge hit.. you just listen to the music you like, without worrying about it. Its a crazy Idea but I think it will catch on!


Also tonight Kentucky signed Rekalim Sims! Thats awesome. He was the Juco player of the year and should come in and produce instantly. :) I cant focus on UK right now though. Bethany, you're the best.

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phew [21 Apr 2005|04:03am]
[ mood | happy ]

Obviously I've chasnged the layout of my journal. I couldnt think of anything to put for the comments but I was listening to "Lovecats". Ashley helped ALOT.

I cant wait till saturday, Bethany is coming over! We're planning on watching Anchorman, and Rocky 1, two of my favorite movies :) I cant wait! We're retarded for one another!! Just two more days seems far to long. I'm really tired, so I'm going to head off to bed.

Take it easy

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Awesome song [20 Apr 2005|06:37pm]
[ mood | giddy ]

The Cure
"Burn"



"Don't look don't look" the shadows breathe
Whispering me away from you
"Don't wake at night to watch her sleep
You know that you will always lose
This trembling
Adored
Tousled bird mad girl... "
But every night I burn
But every night I call your name
Every night I burn
Every night I fall again

"Oh don't talk of love" the shadows purr
Murmuring me away from you
"Don't talk of worlds that never were
The end is all that's ever true
There's nothing you can ever say
Nothing you can ever do... "
Still every night I burn
Every night I scream your name
Every night I burn
Every night the dream's the same
Every night I burn
Waiting for my only friend
Every night I burn
Waiting for the world to end

"Just paint your face" the shadows smile
Slipping me away from you
"Oh it doesn't matter how you hide
Find you if we're wanting to
So slide back down and close your eyes
Sleep a while
You must be tired... "
But every night I burn
Every night I call your name
Every night I burn
Every night I fall again
Every night I burn
Scream the animal scream
Every night I burn
Dream the crow black dream

Dream the crow black dream...

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[20 Apr 2005|12:02am]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

I just had the greatest day! Bethany went with me to Williamsburg, and got to meet the majority of my immediate family. Which was great! They all liked her. Shes such a great girl. We almost had a freak gasoline fight accident at Happy Mart. I attempted to stop the world and melt with her, but could only sorta do the latter, hah. It was awesome!

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woot [17 Apr 2005|07:42pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

Had a pretty good day today, I finally got to meet Bethany. Shes awesome! We watched Amityville and hung out. Amityville was pretty good! One line from the movie describes the whole experience of the movie.. "The Goddamn babysitter is an IDIOT!" lol.. I dunno why but that cracked me up.

Oh, I have the perfect picture at my computer now. Dann gave me a picture of him and Kevin Watts, now I can see The Man, The Myth everytime I get online! What a find! "This is the Way!".

Today was a great day. :)

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Yarrr [16 Apr 2005|12:34pm]
[ mood | amused ]

Yesterday was interesting. I went to the mall for awhile, hung out with my friend Frank, and then watched Sin City twice. I love that movie. Other things happened to, from Dann two stepping to meeting Don Mcleans relative :o, pretty good day!

Not much new is happening in UK recreuiting, and it will be sad once its over. Then I'll have to sit around ans twiddle my thumbs until Midnight Madness. Joy! Its well worth the wait though. Some peoples hobbies end.. such as movie trilogys and what not, my hobby has been around for 100 plus years =D. I love it!

Well take it easy, I'm going to head out to the mall.

"Did you see what GOD Just did to us Man?"

Peace Up, A-town down!

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This may hurt a little but its something you'll get used to. [12 Apr 2005|10:09pm]
[ mood | gloomy ]

I love how the Tool song "StinkFist" relates something so abnormal as fisting a girl to how people can just adapt to painful experiences, and expect it.

"Something kinda sad about
The way that things have come to be
Desensitized to everything
What became of subtlety?"

I know the feeling. Metaphoricly of course.

Bah, humbug.

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. [12 Apr 2005|01:17pm]
Artist: KMFDM
Album: WWIII
Title: Last Things

The constant realization of dominance results in fear

Wake-up tired with a mouth full of nothing
Deceived distressed by the truth they've been witholding
Televisionary popular identity
Getting closer to the minute of our gravity

I sometimes ask myself did I speak my mind
Or shut my mouth
Was I a follower a leader insignificant
Mere shadow of a ghost bearing innocence

Constative voices preach
Talk of truth in their political speak
Carry on 'til they're blue in the face
And my point of view has lost it's place

Last things
Did i give nothing in return
Stand up for a cause
Give permission to a mute war

Call me ignorant maybe i was never smart
Like a wolf running high on adrenaline
All the while in the dim with a low hum
Rising up growing loud i can hear them

Religious left and right
Power hungry heads of stat e
Melancholy death fall of our nemesis
Strong will survive or so say our presidents

43242 code 1
Troops move forward let it all be done
Begining of the end soil has been tread
Mother daughter father song sky burns death
Premonition, television stuttering indecision
We the people citizens lies are being force fed
Money power cruelty blood is shed in our streets
When where does the sacrifice end

We're falling fast from the war inspired
Double standard idiots
Helterskelter henchmen
Consequences catastrophic

Lead us not into temptation with your
Damning words and gorified hatred

Avengeful lineage
We will bear alone to our death
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Noooo?!?! [07 Apr 2005|06:52pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]

Say it aint so Kelenna.. Say it aint so.

Azubuike signed with an agent today. Meaning he wont be back at UK next season, and our Small Forward position is not going to be that deep. Crap.

I've had a good day up until this point.

Hes not going to make the first round.

FUCK.

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heyyy [07 Apr 2005|03:55am]
[ mood | content ]

'Pulp Fiction' is hilarious hah. I love that movie! I'm about to watch some movie called Memento.. I dont even know what its about. I've been thinking about this girl alot lately, I was hoping I could talk to her today but wasnt able to. Oh well.

Anyways.. I'm going to watch this movie!

C-ya

Go Big Blue

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YES. [03 Apr 2005|01:18am]
I just got back from watching Sin City. I loved it. Its fucking fantastic. Over the past 5 or so years I've really enjoyed Aidan Hughes, hes the founder of BRUTE!, they do pulp fiction type art. Not the movie.. pulp fiction is something different.

Anyways Sin City is GREAT!!!!!!!!! What more can I say?

Check out http://www.bruteprop.com and if you enjoy that, you'll love Sin City. Very well done movie.

Oh yes...
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Tricky Day. [02 Apr 2005|04:09am]
[ mood | content ]

I slept through April 1st. Maha! I made a comment about the pope pulling a April Fools joke and someone got pretty mad at me. Oh well.. it wasnt meant to be taken that badly. My legs hurt from playing basketball, hooray. The other day I deleted all my Bright Eyes MP3's... Today I downloaded more than I have ever had! Bright Eyes has some awesome music. Its just so fuckin sad though.

Anyways I just wanted to write. My sisters about to have her baby.. I'm not sure if I'll be able to go see her or not.. she lives in Hamilton Ohio. Hopefully everything will be ok.

UK got a commitment yesterday from a 7'1 Center named Jared Carter, I think he went to Scott County here in Kentucky. I'm not sure if he will contribute next year.. he will probably red shirt and come in his "Freshmen" and "Sophomore" years and produce. Still we have 4 players 6'10 and up! Peeking at 7'3 :O. Some big guys on this upcoming UK team.

Now please.. Tubby.. get Uche Echefu! Hes the type of tough player I want UK to have at PF. Chuck Hayes with a mean streak and better hops.

Anyways I'm going to head to bed, or try to.

Go Big Blue!



"Oh, You Are The Roots That Sleep Beneath My Feet And Hold The Earth In Place"

I met you through a common friend
In the attic of my parents' house
And though I didn't know it then
I soon was finding out
Oh, you are the roots that sleep beneath my feet
And hold the earth in place
Each time a faucet opens
Words are spoken
The water runs away
And I hear your name
No, nothing has changed
There was this book I read and loved
The story of a ship
Who sailed around the world and found
That nothing else exists
Beyond his own two sails and wooden shell
And what is held within
All else is sure to pass
We clutch and grasp
And debate what's truly permanent
But when the wind starts to shift
Well, there's no argument
Now, I sing and drink and sleep on floors
And try hard not to be annoyed
By all these people worrying about me
So when I'm suffering through some awful drive
You occasionally cross my mind
It's my hidden hope that you are still among them
Well are you?
Oh, you are the roots that sleep beneath my feet
And hold the earth in place
Each time a curtain opens
Sunlight pours in
A lifetime melts away
And we share a name
On some picturesque grave

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Woot. [31 Mar 2005|11:03pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

I played basketball for the first time in awhile tonight. I forgot how fun it was! Hopefully me and my friends will play alot more often. I forgot how to shoot but I can still pass alright hah.

Last night I watched Rocky 3, 4, and 5 for the first time. I really liked them all. Four probably was my favorite.

Chuck Hayes apparently did quite bad in the All Star dunk contest.. oh well.. Thats not what hes known for! He will go down as a Kentucky basketball Legend.

I love basketball.

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Bored. [30 Mar 2005|08:34pm]
[ mood | gloomy ]

I feel like crap today, for the 3rd consecutive day. I need to get out of my shitty mood. I wish I could call my mom. I dont really have anything to say.. so I'll just type out song lyrics...






Song quotes.

"The brokenness inside as hope and this collide And nothing is real Oh, there's nothing more I want Than just one night that's free of doubt and sadness One night, one night, that I can really feel "

"You said you hate my suffering and you understood and you'd take care of me You'd always be there, well where are you now?"

"And the desperate are water, they'll run down forever As they soak into silence and end up together"

"Soon all the joy that pours from everything makes fountains of your eyes Because you finally understand the movement of a hand Waving good-bye"

"Don't you do what you've wanted to. Yeah, don't destroy yourself like those cowards do, And maybe the sun keeps coming up because it has gotten used to you and your constant need for proof"

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Elvis - "I cant help falling in love with you" [29 Mar 2005|10:54pm]
Wise men say only fools rush in
But I can’t help falling in love with you
Shall I stay
Would it be a sin
If I can’t help falling in love with you

Like a river flows surely to the sea
Darling so it goes
Some things are meant to be
Take my hand, take my whole life too
For I can’t help falling in love with you

Like a river flows surely to the sea
Darling so it goes
Some things are meant to be
Take my hand, take my whole life too
For I can’t help falling in love with you
For I can’t help falling in love with you
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Warrior [28 Mar 2005|08:16pm]
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Ouch. [27 Mar 2005|10:53pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

UK lost, and I'm feeling it. What a great team we've had this year.. I mean great great team. We lost in double overtime and it took a 70% shooting effort in the 2nd half from a very good defensive team to take us that far. Sparks shot one of the best shots ever in the tournament imo to set it into the first overtime. Miracle. To bad we couldnt execute..

Chuck Hayes tied the starting record set by Alex Groza 56 years ago yesterdat. 110 consecutive games started over 4 years. Congradulations Chuck. Thats very rare in todays game. Hes a warrior, if you've never seen him play then you should know what I'm talking about.

Sad night, but next season looks very good.. The depth will improve and we will be right back in the Elite 8!!

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How should I feel? [27 Mar 2005|01:40am]
[ mood | refreshed ]

I think I'll approach my current situation with a "Gee Golly" attitude. Even though it sorta pisses me off, and I'd rather be like "FUUUUCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKK". Oh well though.. what can I do? I had a great day meeting up with alot of friends. Shaun Brown is the man, Josh Slusher too, two of my best friends from High School, you cant replace true friendships, with anything. Two of my picks advanced to the Final Four! Illinois and Louisville. Hopefully UK and UNC wont let me down. Its been a wonderful year of college basketball, and UK has exceeded my expectations already. I'm proud of them all. I'm UK's #1 fan. :).

Interesting thing happened today, alot of people that I've not seen in awhile have been like "is that you steven??". Kinda bothered me, but a girl I knew from high school that I never talked to instantly recognized me.. I thought that was awesome. Shes a cool girl. ^_^ Odd situations like that make me happy, the simple things in life. Also at my most down point of the night Kyle got my to play Cranium with him against Dann and Belvy. Cranium is like.. sharades mixed with trivia and drawing. It was hilarious.. had alot of fun. We had to spell out Counterfeit lol.. easy word.. but I was like "Thank you Limp Bizkit YEAH". hah... Wonderful.

Oh and last night me and Dann talked about Varsity Blues and the evil that is women. I shall take his advice more often haha. Danns the man! I'm going to go occupy myself with something.. I attempted to listen to Tubbys interview for the MSU game.. but hes so boring.. I had to read the text lol. Anyways.. take it easy!

Go Big Blue!!

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